I worry about everything. I worry about my weight. I worry about my chin. I look at this picture which is really beautiful and I can only see my flaws. I worry that I'm not a good Mom. I worry that I'm not a good wife. I worry that I don't cook well enough, or feed my children healthy enough. I worry about my back and neck which at the age of 30 is riddled with arthritis. I worry about money. I worry about my children, their development and their education. I worry about my husband, my family around the world, about my friends. I worry about the world.
I guess that makes me a fairly typical woman right?
So this year I'm doing things differently. I AM going to lose weight - bring on the gym and Jillian Michaels 30 day shred once Jeremy leaves. I am going to do things that make me feel good so bring on pedicures and the occassional massage. I am going to feel OK about putting the kids in daycare for a few hours every so often so that I can have some time to breath. I'm going to be a better me, not feel guilty about it, and be proud of it!
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