Wow, this is a hard one. There are a lot of things I am afraid of. Mostly of people I love getting hurt or and these are things which are realities right now considering where some of my loved ones are. I really don't want to think about that though.
I want to think about happy things. I want to enjoy what there is to enjoy now. Tonight I held a friends baby, and even though I was covered in puke, I didn't care. I was holding a beautiful 2 month old baby. I look at my daughter absolutely enchanted by watching Tinkerbell, and then pretending she is a fairy. Or watching her take care of her babies like a good mommy. I look at Mikey watching a race and seeing him so inspired and completely in the moment and taking everything in. I love him reading me a book, and telling me the silliest jokes.
I love seeing the sun, the trees filled with blossom, my daughter picking flowers....well, it's weeds but I won't tell her that. I love getting phonecalls from my husband and seeing my kids faces light up hearing his voice.
There are so many things that I don't want to be taken away. And I'm not the most superstitious person, and I don't particularly like conspiracy theories. But in light of all these events taking place around the world, I do have to consider something....
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